It's been more than two months since my last post. Not only because I forgot my password, I've been very busy with work. Is work worth it? Not at all. It's okay to suck at work. But it's not okay to suck as a husband.

Last night, me and my wife had our worst fight. I wouldn't go into details as they're too personal. All I want to say is that I'm really sorry. Somehow I've managed to depreciate my sorry to worthless apologies. It's sad things like this had to happen. But it's my fault and there's no one else to blame. Like blaming others is good right? Anyway, I hope we grow out of this experience. Like she said, both parties should grow in the relationship cause if only one is, then that's not healthy.

Now I feel a little better. Writing your feelings seem to work. Still sorry for what I've done but no more self pity. What I have to do is learn from my mistakes and move on. I'll figure things out as I go my way. Hope it's not too late. I have to work now. It's almost 10a and I haven't started yet. I love you Mah Love.